i thank God for all the things that i learned these past couple of days. it's been one heck of a ride for me... going through emotional ups and downs. i'm just glad that everything is sorted out and that things can go back to normal~
okies.. this entry.. i just wanna use it to thank all of my friends for everything they've done for me.. bear with me ppl.. coz this entry is gonna be long.. but then again... all my entries are ALWAYS looooooooooooong... haha
to save some time.. just go find your name... haha...
gen: girl... don't know where to even start when it comes to you. you've always been the one that's there for me through thick and thin. when i was going through shiet you were there to help me through everything. it's a really blessing to have such a good friend and sister like you in my life. you are always there to keep me accountable for all the things that i do. thanks soo much for always taking care of me and walking with me through times of trial in my life. thanks for laughing with me and at me when i make a fool out of myself. hehe. thanks for letting me be myself when i'm spending time with you. thanks for being that true friend that i've always wanted. i lurrrve ya!! hehe
nnej: ***kneeling down to the queen of nerds*** hehehe. remember how we first met through a bottle of smirnoff? haha. i will never ever forget that!~ hehe. it's hard to believe that even though we haven't known each other for long... i can pour out my heart and gut to you. you're always giving me such good advice and telling me all the things that i need to hear. when i'm around you i can be so silly and random. hahaha. there's never a dull moment with you.. (well.. maybe except when you're studying.. HAHAHA you know i'm kidding~) thanks for being so genuine to me. thanks for showing how much you care for me. thanks for making me feel like i'm not a loser.. (even though i clearly am one a lot of times~) thanks for being the big sister that i need. ***hugs***
gq: the first time i saw you... i thought "there's no way i'm ever gonna be able to be friends with him." hehe. i guess God works in mysterious ways and allows friendships to form when they seem least likely to. it's a blessing to see how you change and grow every single day. you've stuck by me time and time again.. helping me out through all the things that i have to go through. you're like the brother that i've always wanted.. haha... (yes.. i always wished i had a brother instead of a bratty sister.. HAHAHAH) we can just talk for hours non-stop about the most random things. you're always checking up on me and making sure that i'm doing ok. thanks for teaching me so much. thanks for showing me what a true friend really is. thanks for making everywhere you go smell nice.. haha.. coz of your cologne. thanks for all the things that you've done for me. don't ever give up hope.. okies!?! hehe.. o yeah.. yellow punch-buggie.. no punch back!! hehehe.
sawas: whenever i see you i always feel so happy. i seriously think it's that smile of yours that's just sooo erm.. contagious..? HAHAHA. omg.. I LOVE YA SOOO MUCH SAWAS!! heeheehee. you're always the first person that i call up when i'm going through some sort of problem. i don't understand how you can always have so much patience with me... but i thank you so much for all the advice you give me. you're always there to have fun with me and goof around.. hehe. i'm always laughing with you about something. hehe. thanks for all the rides. thanks for all the laughs. thanks for all the encouragement. thanks for smiling all the time! you know that song that goes "you are my sunshine, my only sunshine. you make me happy when skies are gray. you'll never know dear how much i love you. please don't take my sunshine away".. you're like my sunshine all the time sawas!
chihymn: you're my gor in ccf. hehe. you're always taking care of me and making sure i don't do sth stupid. hehe. you're the one that's always so level-headed in our blogging crew. heeheehee. i always ALWAYS get awesome advice from you and you're always so honest with me about everything. i learn so much from you all the time. yeps... and i'm always amazed at all the things that you seem to know. hehe. you always make sure that i understand sth and if i don't you translate all those question marks that i have in my head into understandable plain dumb english for me. hehe. thanks for watching out for me all the time. thanks for teaching me so many things. thanks for being there when i need an older brother to talk to. thanks for helping me with my walk with God. o yeah... most of all.. thanks for giving me all those rides and all those tokens.. hehe... through something as small as that.. you've shown me how God has blessed me so much to have such a great bro in Christ like you!!
mommy: hehe. you're sooo motherly to me all the time! you seem to know immediately when there's sth bothering me. you always know when to ask me what's wrong... especially when we're online and suddenly you would just msg me out of nowhere. hehe (which in some sense is kinda creepy.. HAHA) you're always so understanding and always so willing to listen and guide me. you always tell me to think outside the box. thanks sooo much for all the love and care you show me. it means so much when i know someone cares that much to ask how i'm doing and making sure that everything is going smoothly for me. thanks sooo much monica!!!
my ABSOLUTE FAN.. hilDA: like sawas.. you're ALWAYS SMILING!! and you're always agreeing with chihymn when he's arguing with me! hahahaha. you're so sweet and so kind and so generous! o yeah.. and you're soooo talented! your paintings are sooo good! (can i have one of them? haha.. j/k j/k) you're so quiet all the time.. but when you speak.. you have so many amazing things to say. you're always there when i need a friend to just lean on. i have soo much fun with you all the time! hehe. thanks so much for being a great sister to me in ccf! we gotta go chill more often though... coz you seem like you're always soo busy. hehe. don't work too hard okies!?!? and don't EVER stop smiling! coz both you and sawas are my sunshine! heeheehee. =D **hugs**
ah bak aka unibrow aka shu: i've never met a guy that has so many shoes (more shoes than a girl..) HAHAHA. i remember there was this one time i went to this basketball game and your team was playing against my church team.. and i said to my friend (hopefully you can understand this) "gum yeung seu... i can't believe he plays basketball so well" after you scored like.. 20 pts against our team. haha.. well that was before i got to know you though. and of course i don't think you're "yeung seu" anymore! HAHAHA. thanks for all the laughs. hehe. thanks for being the one that sets an example in ccf. thanks for being so bold in everything you do. you've taught me a great deal and you're always here to challenge me to get out of my comfort zone. thank you for everything la.
lawrence aka "law-lan-cee": hahaha. you're always soo tired. and you always forget to wear your glasses when you drive! hahaha. but thanks soo much for always caring and for always being so open about everything. it's so easy when i share with you all the things that are bothering me. and you always know when to be serious and when to let lose and just be a big goofball. hehe. thanks so much for all the rides and the bus tickets you gave me. you're always so willing to help and i thank you for being such a great brother in Christ to me!
vicki: **slap your ass** hahaha. you're soo funny! and you're never afraid to be silly. heehee. that's what i love about you vicki!! you're so comfortable in your own skin. and you're here for me all the time.. whether it is when i need a butt to slap (haha.. j/k j/k) or to have someone to pull pranks with or just a girlfriend to talk to. thanks soo much for being so genuine, so strong and so understanding about everything. and thanks for making me laugh so much much that my tummy starts to hurt~ heehee.
keith and bryan: you guys never stop with those pranks!!! it's so hilarious when you guys are around. hehe. sth interesting always happens with you guys here. thanks for all the jokes and all the laughs and all the advice that you guys have given me. and thanks for showing me that it's ok to make a fool out of yourself.. (not that i'm saying you guys make a fool out of yourself of course! hehe) thanks so much guys!! o yeah... and i'm really sorry about guilting you guys into helping me out in worship for retreat.. hahahahha.
jopoo aka joanna!: it's so dull without you here. hehe. i miss all the talks we have on the phone. and i miss all the times when we were just being silly in malachi! hehe. i remember coming to your house and you showed me all those old video tapes of everyone when they were young. hehe. i love you soo much!! you're always so nice and so thoughtful. and you make such good treats!! yeah!! i love your macaroons!!! (did i spell that right??) you're soo creative to in everything that you do! thanks joanna!! thanks for all the love and care that you've given me! **big BIG hug**
JENnifer: arggg.. why ya gotta be in ottawa!? miss chilling with you girl!! but you're always calling me up to see how i'm doing. thanks hun!! at least i know someone still loves me.. even when you're so far away.. =( thanks sooo much for being my good friend!!! so many times i couldn't have done it without you and gen. it's crazy to see how time passes so fast and i've known you for so long already. hehe. i love you and i miss you tons!!!
queenie: i get such goos ab workouts when you're around. why? coz i can't stop laughing when i'm with you! hahaha. we always crack up on some stupid random thing that kitto or tim say. hehe. and girl.. you are soooooooo NOT fat. hahaha. you're PHAT. hahaha. i can't wait to see you over the summer!! i thank you so much for making me feel so at ease when i'm with you. you're always there to make me smile and laugh at some stupid joke. hehe. o yeah.. are you done with that box of beer in your fridge? i'll finish it up for you if you're still not done with it. HAHA. j/k j/k. **muahz**
pegLit: thanks girl.. for just being my big sister. hehe. i can always depend on you to gimme great advice. and you're always so blunt and so honest in telling me what i need to hear. thanks soo much for all that you've done for me. always kicking me in the ass and telling me what i need to change. THANK YOU PEGGY!!!!!!!! oh.. and thanks for all the laughs that we have all the time. hehe. lurrrrve ya!!!!
okies.. i think it's time for me to go.. hahhaa... sorry if i forgot anyone..
o yeah... gotta go to my granduncle's place tomorrow morning for work... DAMN.... laterz peeps.... | 
